Aries - Ego to Soul Consciousness

by Guru Rattana, Ph.D.

Issue #191, March 19, 2012


These newsletters look at the movement and interactions of the Sun, Moon, and planets and how they impact the way we think, influence our moods, and create energetic challenges and opportunities. This knowledge helps us navigate our lives. The cosmic energies affect everyone, although each one of us is impacted in our own special way according to our personal soul blueprint, which is set out in our birth chart. Our level of consciousness also plays an important role in how we react to cosmic energies. The same energy can make one person angry and feel like a victim and empower another to create a work of art.

The monthly sojourn of the Sun through each of the 12 Zodiac signs and each New Moon and Full Moon are major energy events. Also each time a planet changes signs, goes retrograde, or turns direct, we feel the effects and have different energies to work with. There are 3 such shifts between April 4 and 10. Mark the following dates, monitor your energy and reactions, and do your best to take advantage of the gifts from heaven.

MARCH 19-20 - The SUN moves into ARIES at the Spring (or Fall Equinox in Southern Hemisphere) 10:15 PM PDT. 5:15am GMT.

Aries lights our fire through April 18. There is a big energy shift at the equinoxes. If you feel tired, don't push yourself. Your body is adjusting to the Earth changes.

MARCH 22 - ARIES NEW MOON 7:38 AM PDT (2:38pm GMT) .

The Aries New Moon invites us to try something new. How about waking up to a new perspective or embarking on a new adventure?

APRIL 4 - MERCURY goes DIRECT. Mercury went retrograde March 12.

The days Mercury is retrograde and the days Mercury shifts direction are great for meditation.

Take advantage of this inner time. Our mind is in reverse mode so we can't figure anything out anyway. After April 4, we will have more clarity and we will feel like moving forward.


At this Full Moon the Aries Sun is opposite the Libra Moon. The message is that relationships are not about the other person, but how WE are in relationship. ME in relationship is another story!

APRIL 13 - MARS in Virgo goes DIRECT after almost 3 months retrograde since January 23.

There is forward movement now. Hope you have cleaned out your inner and outer closets.

APRIL 10 - PLUTO goes RETROGRADE for 5 months.

More introspection and deep rumblings expose subconscious programming that needs to be cleared out.

SATURNis still RETROGRADE IN LIBRA until June 25.

Again, take a serious look at how YOU are in relationship. When we change, our relationships change.


The sign and interaction of the outer slow-moving planets (Uranus, Neptune and Pluto) set the tone of our earthly playground and define the dynamics of our on-going evolutionary process. Last issue we investigated 'the Neptune and Chiron in Pisces factor.' This issue we focus on the 'Uranus in Aries factor.'


Uranus, the awakener, is in Aries for seven years (until May 2018.) The Aries archetype is about the development of our individuality and the discovery of our soulful self. Uranus' shocking style, impacts us in dramatic ways to wake up to our soul identity.

Wherever we are on the scale of asleep to awakened consciousness, we are being confronted and supported to learn more about ourselves, to create from our unique identity, and to take more responsibility for our lives. The intense Uranus in Aries energy affects us in many ways. As with every archetypical energy, it expresses in both lower unconscious ways and in elevated conscious ways. We can feel angry, confused, conflicted, over-stimulated, over-whelmed, and self righteous. We can also feel energized, empowered, creative, bold, and fearless.

As we wake up to how we have limited ourselves and fallen prey to victimization, this vital fiery energy can unleash inner anger. It can also inspire us to pursue creative endeavors, to act from our heart-felt convictions, and to enjoy the self-confidence and self-love that comes from honoring our unique life and from our inner connection with our soul. The underlying theme is our desire to be free to express and to enjoy our authentic selves.


The Uranus in Aries factor is intensified by the upcoming Uranus-Pluto squares. JUNE 24, 2012 is the date of the first of SEVEN exact squares of Uranus and Pluto that take place through March 2015. Squares demand change and action. Denial and hiding out to avoid the storm is not an option. We either consciously participate and make our own choices, or the Universe will serve us 'wake up opportunities,'which oblige us to respond.

Pluto (in Capricorn until 2024) exposes our naïveté, illusions, and areas where we live in denial of our personal power and truth. Uranus, the unpredictable archetype, shatters illusions about our identity so that we can wake up to an expanded and more empowered sense of self. Uranus and Pluto are a tough team, relentlessly pursuing an uncompromising agenda - the evolution of consciousness.


Successfully dealing with our personal challenges requires and results in the development of our sense of self. As we pursue our journey to upgrade our identity, it is critical that we define the concept of ego and understand its different meanings. Traditional spiritual paths espouse 'giving up or killing our ego.' Guided by this advise, we can (1) become very confused and frustrated, (2) misunderstand the nature of our goal to establish our spiritual identity and (3) misdirect our spiritual training.

The negative definitions of 'ego' attempt to address the human challenge of moving out of our unconscious state into more aware states of consciousness. Awareness proceeds in stages. As a child we develop an ego structure to differentiate ourselves and to form the foundation to take action and to make decisions for ourselves. In this initial phase of our human development, we experience our identity in relationship to our personality, our body, authority figures and our environment. To move into adulthood we need to expand out of this limited concept of reality and who we are. Yogi Bhajan called this unaware state and identity "limited ego."

We can think of our limited ego as training wheels, which we must shed when be become an adult. The wheels helped us in the first stages of learning how to ride our bicycle, but at some point they get in the way. Our maturation process involves identifying the limitations (training wheels) of our childhood ego identity.

We must get in touch with the fact that our 'limited ego' was formed in response to childhood challenges and dictated by social conditioning. As a consequence, our limited ego is now subject to our subconscious programming, which no longer serves our highest good. By its very nature, it causes us to think, feel and act in self-sabotaging ways that create problems and dramas.It is this limited view of ourselves and our childhood programming that we are trying to give up or transcend so that we can expand into soul consciousness.

In sum, the general concept of ego can be defined as an identity structure that is absolutely necessary to think, operate, make decisions and take action in the physical world. Our spiritual path is about cultivating conscious awareness that makes it possible to evolve from limited ego to soul consciousness. To live our life more effectively and with more depth and meaning, we develop an 'aware ego' or identity structure that identifies with and is guided from within by our soul.


The main problem with the 'kill the ego' strategy is that it doesn't work. Without an internal identity structure, we can't operate in 3-D. To survive in physical reality, it is absolutely necessary to have a mechanism that is vigilant, discerning and able to make wise choices, including the choice to listen to our heart and soul and not to our wounded inner child. We will call this our 'aware ego.' You can give it any name you wish.

To move from limited ego to 'aware ego' we must (1) get in touch with the mechanism and forces that are currently guiding our life, (2) understand what motivates us and influences our choices, and (3) identify what we believe about ourselves and how the world operates. With self-examination, we realize that our limited ego reacts to random thoughts that are set off by subconscious programming - including emotional stories, fear and shame-based conditioning and inappropriate training. We also realize that there is another voice or authority that operates independently of the forces that control our limited ego.

Awareness of our conditioning and awareness of a voice of consciousness is a pivotal step in building an aware ego. With awareness we can train ourselves to become more conscious of how we make decisions. We can train ourselves to shift our attention from our programmed thoughts and responses to the messages from our heart. Even a drop of consciousness gives us the power to begin to listen to our soulful self, to trust and follow our intuition, and to serve our soul.


The 'kill ego' attitude reinforces a critical and unsupportive attitude towards ourselves. We remain in our dualistic mind, where our inner voice is controlled by negative programming.Our negative mind speaks to us, not our soul. Developing an attitude of self-love, self-confidence and self-acceptance is part of (and a wonderful result of) our self-empowerment process. Giving ourselves value is required to experience personal freedom and to connect with, trust and follow the voice of our soul.

When we listen to and follow the voices of our limited ego, our subconscious programming is in charge, and we operate from blind faith.Doubt and fear end up getting the upper hand. We turn to external authorities and become a victim of forces outside ourselves. Self-initiation is about empowering ourselves from within and extricating ourselves from all forms of victimization, subjugation and external control. Our inner journey is about learning to use our intuition as our inner guidance system. As we do so, we let go of external manipulation and our soul becomes our trusted authority. In the process, we liberate our free will to express our soul blueprint and to co-create with cosmic forces.


We escape the conflict in our dualistic mind by accessing our neutral mind, where we can listen to our intuition - the voice of our soul. Changing channels from our dual mind to our neutral mind makes it possible (1) to outgrow our limited ego, (2) to upgrade our ego structure to an aware ego, and (3) to realize our identity as a transcendent soul. We understand that our earthly personality is representing our soul in an in-the-body experience on Planet Earth.

The process of evolving from limited to aware ego requires serious training. We have to practice identifying the voices of our limited ego and then stop ourselves from believing or following through on their suggestions. Stopping creates a vacuum which can be filled by our intuition. We must be patient, wait and listen and not fill the gap with more thoughts and calculations. Being able to access and trust our intuition gives us mental and emotional security. We are reminded that our soul knows and communicates our truth. What a relief!


Like 'ego,' 'God' is also a concept with many meanings. The goal of every spiritual path is to experience the reality of the 'God' concept. The purpose of our spiritual practice is to cultivate an experience of the Infinite within our own being and to synchronize our individual psyche and energies with the universal field and infinite energies. Again call this force whatever works for you. The name doesn't matter. But awakening to your personal experience of the Infinite Force is absolutely essential.

Perhaps our most debilitating human belief is that we think God is a force external to our being. This belief and state of perceived separation between ourselves and the Infinite reinforces our limited ego and creates doubt and fear in our psyche. Our forgetfulness and limited experience of ourselves and reality lead us to believe that we must control everything. (Being in control and taking action are two different things.)

To experience our oneness with the Infinite and to release our 'need to be in control' programs, we have to take the time (1) to witness how the Infinite Organizing Power works, (2)to accept the Divine play, and (3) to let the Infinite Organizing Power work for us. In sum, we have to let go and give God a chance. We participate in the co-creation process when we allow ourselves to be intuitively guided as to when and how to take appropriate action.

It is our"aware ego" that makes it possibleto tune into the Infinite Presence and to join forces with universal energies. We become conscious of the fact that "God in me, me in God are One" is simply an energetic reality. As our aware ego becomes conscious enough to have these higher level experiences, we are humbled in the presence of the Infinite Force. Our upgraded ego connects with the deep desire of our soul to enjoy and live in oneness with our Source. We want to align our will with the flow of universal energies, which is a simpler way of saying 'aligning our will with God's will." Again, call it what you wish. When you have the experience, your heart smiles. You no longer need words or an explanation.Add above to Awareness pp 77-79


Every archetype takes us on a journey to become functional, empowered and conscious men and women. In this issue we use the seven developmental stages and evolutionary themes as set out in Issue #190 Pisces to explore our Aries journey. In future issues we will discuss the other Zodiac signs as they are being impacted by the Neptune/Pisces factor and the Uranus-Pluto squares.


Aries, the first archetype of the Zodiac, launches our journey through the Zodiac. In each arena of life, we (1) define and identify a deeper and more empowered sense of self, (2) become conscious of creating from our unique, individualized identity, and (3) evolve from ego to soul consciousness.

The Aries archetype wakes us up to the fact that who we are and how we live our life is our first and on-going order of business. We are challenged to know and to empower ourselves in order to survive. We must learn to make appropriate choices and to use our energy wisely. As with every archetype, we grow through the various stages of our developmental and awakening process.


In our unconscious, naïve state, we experience and enjoy unrestricted freedom, without limitations or obligations. Our free-spirited and untamed nature makes us feel that we have the right to do whatever we wish and that we will be taken care of without effort. In our blissful ignorance, we see everything from the perspective of self. The world is our playground and we are here to enjoy the adventures that it offers us.


It doesn't take long for the realities of life to challenge our assumption that we are free to do as we please, without consequences or responsibility. We wake up to several harsh realizations. (1) Our existence does not entitle us to a free lunch. (2) We must put forth serious effort to survive. (3) When we disperse our energy with endless activities or allow our efforts to be used by others, we can feel exhausted and drained. (4) Because there are limits to our personal energy and resources, we must make wise choices about how we engage in life. During this wake up process,

* We find our freedom restricted by the necessity to adapt, to accept limitations, to mature, and to learn life lessons.

* We experience disappointment and frustration because of the lack of freedom and the realization that we must put forth serious effort to get our survival needs (and entertainment desires) met.

* We can feel helpless - preyed upon and vulnerable to predators - used, abused, manipulated, mistreated, humiliated, and victimized.

* We may indulge in avoidance, self-pity, and withdrawal, but we soon realize that these are not realistic options.

* We experience and accumulate anger over restrictions to our freedom, not getting what we want, and what we perceive at unfairness and lack of justice.


Our brutal awakening to the nature of Earth School is followed by accepting the inevitable, embracing our challenges, and taking on the responsibility of learning our lessons. We are motivated by our desire for freedom and the promise of enjoying the rewards of our efforts. The curriculum is demanding, but we are up to the task.

* We learn to be appropriately assertive and to take action for ourself.

* We identify what works for us and learn to make choices based on our own desires and needs. We learn to discriminate and be able to 'yes' or 'no' when appropriate.

* We establish boundaries between ourself and others so that we can use our energy efficiently and purposefully.

* We learn to take steps to not feel victimized or overcome by helplessness. This includes getting in touch with subconscious programming, hidden agendas and revengeful motives and replacing them with our soulful drive to experience freedom and joy.

* We learn how to channel our anger energy to self-supportive action.

* We become conscious of ourunconscious passive or aggressive responses and learn how to communicate honestly from our heartfelt truth, without blame or shame for ourselves or others.


All of the above empowerment lessons help to build our aware ego and to facilitate our individualization process.

*As we legitimize our personal preferences and desires, we establish self-acceptance and experience self-love.

* As we learn the art of appropriate response, we develop our personal will.

* We gain self-confidence when we are able to leave abusive relationships and separate ourselves from situations that do not serve us.

* We learn to trust ourselves to face the unknown and to follow our dreams.

* We empower ourselves by transcending conditioning and fears and succeeding through our own efforts.

* We release anger and rage, dissolve antagonism, and give up passive aggressive tendencies by taking responsibility for our life and taking action for ourselves.


As we develop an aware identity structure, we become conscious of our Self as an entity. We begin to engage in life from a soul perspective.

* We observe, but do not engage in immature reactions.

* We intuitively know when to take action and when to let go and move on.

* We wisely choose our battles and avoid exhausting our resources and our self.

* We can tell the difference between force and power. We redefine victory and success, let go of win/lose and attachment to wining. We have higher motivations - peace, harmony, freedom and joy.


Our expanded awareness opens the door to experience the Infinite as the force that animates our being. Our Divine Connection makes it possible to trust and surrender to a higher power.

* Illusions of freedom are replaced by the real freedom of the higher truth and peace.

* We acquire the gifts of humility, acceptance, adaptation, patience, relaxation, and wholeness.

* Letting go, forgiving, and flexibility break the cycle of negativity, lead to higher understanding, and create openings for other options, opportunities, and support to come our way.

* Because we no longer resist, we merge with the flow of life and our personal will aligns with Divine will.


In aware consciousness, we become a fearless warrior for life and truth. Without attachment, self-righteousness or fear, we humbly dedicate our life to a higher purpose. Our presence helps others to find their purpose, truth, and soul.



To build our identity structure from within, we must be able to focus our attention inside ourselves. We need to be able to 'be in our center.' The question is 'Where do we find our center?' We often think that we find our center as our heart or our third eye. This is true. But we notice that we cannot maintain our focus at either place for very long. Our attention moves somewhere else and usually we just space out or get absorbed in our thoughts.

To maintain self focus, we need to expand our concept and experience of our center. We need to include our whole body. Here are some tips to cultivate your full spine as your center.

[1] Relate to your spine as your center. Spinal awareness includes our body and all our chakras.

[2] Cultivate your experience of your center line in the front of our body and in our spine with spinal flexes, rootlock and most leg lift and abdominal exercises. You will find the Nabhi Kriya, Lesson 10 in my free online Kundalini Yoga course. It can also be found on page 55 in Transitions to a Heart-Centered World. While you are on your back, moving your legs out to 60°, while also moving your arms out to your sides, is very effective in feeling your center line in the front of your body. Do the same leg movements while moving your arms above your head.

[3] Actually all physical exercises activate spinal awareness. Our job is to pay attention to the sensations in our spine.

[4] The chakras that activate our centering faculties are the navel and third eye. While you are doing breath of fire, feel the pulse at the navel also pulse your third eye. As the energy at the third and sixth chakras consolidates, feel the two centers connect through your spine.

[4] Once you experience the connection between your navel and third eye, include the base of your spine and your heart. This awareness may automatically happen.

By maintaining their spinal center, my students in San Diego are experiencing these powerful results -

more efficient, less energy drain, more peaceful, more truth, pulled inward, not outward, safe to open heart, feel supported, self acceptance, inner space clears up, inner space opens to infinity.

Enjoy your experiences! Sat Nam!


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References and Footnotes

Austin, Stephanie, "Aries New Moon,"The Mountain Astrologer, Issue #161, Feb/Mar 2012, p. 100.

Austin, Stephanie, "Libra Full Moon,"The Mountain Astrologer, Issue #162, April/May2012, p. 97.

Fernandez, Maurice, 'Neptune, the 12th House and Pisces,' Trafford Publishing, 2004.